Do you think am i gay?

I remember once when i was really young, i started crying and told my dad i way gay....this was before I even knew what gay meant..at the time i remember having this weird feeling that i couldn't find a word for, so i said i was gay, when really i think i was just sad or lonely or in a weird mood..... I think because of that, whenever I currently feel lonely or sad, I automatically connect it to being a lesbian, which i don't think i am. .Do you think I am a lesbian, or do i just associate lonely feelings with being gay because of that ignorant statement i made when i was younger? thanks!