I feel the urge to cut again. Help!?

Don't. I used to it felt good but it's not worth it years later your just left with scars that remind you of what made you want to cut yourself in the first place. It gets better I swear. I know that you don't believe me but it will I've been there done that. I recomend that you find some higher being to believe in I don't care what I don't care who I just think it's important for people to believe in something greater than themselves. It certainly gave me a reason to live. i also recomend that instead of wallowing you pick yourself up and be awesome, seriously just go and do something awesome something crazy (but safe) that you would ordinarily never do, you like a girl? ask her out, whatever you want to do, do it. My teacher told me that in class one day he said," wakeing up every morning and saying to oneself, 'today I'm just going to be awesome' is concievably the best way any man can live his life," and it completely changed my life. I went out and did awesome sh*t that I would never do that I had never done before and I imediately felt better I didn't feel so trappped I felt free and in control. Bottom line though is this I can give you suggestions and I can try to help but your gonna have to put in effort. I'm sorry but that's the way life goes... always. There is nevr going to be a magic pill that just changes everything. YOU have to decide to stop cutting yourself and YOU have to stick with it. If I could do it for you I would in a heartbeat... but I can't.